Sunday, July 29, 2012

Living Life With No Regrets

Recently, a stranger approached me and told me that I reminded her of that American Olympic gymnast. As soon as she said the word gymnast, I knew exactly who she had in mind; Shawn Johnson. Initially, this comment thrilled me. However, feelings of regret quickly filled my thoughts. These feelings almost always show up during the summer Olympics.

Let me explain. When I was in second grade a took gymnastics's at a gym in PA. (I think the gym was called Positive Fitness.) I loved every minute of it. However, these classes took time because they were over 20 minutes from my house and I think I went three times a week. I found out later how much money the gym cost. Even with all the extra costs I was the one who decided I didn't want to do gymnastics in third grade. My reasoning being, I wouldn't have the time. (at least that's what I remember thinking.)

Knowing then what I know now I think I might have made a different decision. Being 4'10" I am the perfect height and build for gymnastics. I still love the sport of gymnastics and wish I could do more gymnastics moves. (I've only mastered the cartwheel and the round off pop. -okay maybe not perfectly but I can do them without hurting myself.)

But the reality is I am not a world famous athlete. When I remember all of God's promises I know this wouldn't have been the best path for my life. I am reminded of Jeremiah 29:11. God has a special plan for my life and that plan is for good. His plan for my life is my hope. He holds my future. This verse holds so much beautiful truth. I am reminded that God is sovereign and in control. Not only is He in control, but He is good. Only God knows what would have happened if I had spent the last 11 years devoted to gymnastics. Although, I do know a few things in my life that would have changed. Many of the relationships I have made that have played such a huge role in developing who I am today. I most likely would have never been on a mission trip. I definitely wouldn't have gone to the college I am going to now. Moreover, I most likely wouldn't have discovered my love for the theatre. Most importantly, I am almost positive my walk with God and faith in Him would be much weaker.


To regret is to doubt God's sovereign will and perfect plan for my life. I must not waste my life wishing it had been different. Instead, I need to focus on what lies ahead.



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